Haven't posted in awhile...

For me, two days is awhile. I hope the roads stay clear today, so I can go see a movie with my buddies!!!!! Anyway, yesterday, I had a brief conversation with my #3 that involved my friends!! (He didn't talk about them, they came over when we were talking.) I noticed, he got up like he was going to leave, then opened his locker again when starting the conversation. But...I never saw him get anything out of it. Hm....

I started another novel!!!

Better days...but not for friend

I have dumped the idea of talking to #3. It just doesn't work. I wish I could speak his name on this blog, but it is more PUBLIC than my thoughts blog, which is locked. My friend was feeling great...until her crush announced he now has a GF. I'll bet he lies.

So-so Saturday

WHEN WILL MY LIFE GET OUT OF THE SO-SOs???

I rode again, for the first time in awhile! My horse missed me. I worked out. 100 situps, about eleven minutes running. I feel gooood!

Good day...failed day

I made a vow to be happy all day...it worked until 2:30, when a guy closed and opened his locker on my head. Then, the guy next him started teasing me about liking the guy!!!! ARGH!

ATROHPY!

This song, by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, is filling my head. Every time I hear a few lines in it, I feel these tingles, like a message for me is in the song. I can't stop listening to it, either.

EPIC FAIL!!!

I could not talk to #3, well i did, he just doesn't listen.

Assigned seats in classes are GRRRR!

My friend gets all the crush0talking-to luck!!!!!

Newness Day!

Today, I used my video camera to tape interviews with Mom and Dad. I also got two new pairs of shoes aside from my lovely Converse, a new shirt, and new face lotions. I have started peeling with my medication, and it often looks as though I have a bEARD!!! LOL, tommorrow, I Must talk to #3!!!!

iSaved your life

The newsest iCarly special was full of kissing, and too short. It also made me ache...Love has been killing me lately. Songs, movies, shows, pictures, and people about or in love has been KILLING ME!!!!!! I guess that's normal...?

HOMEE!

Retreat wasn't half bad. I mean, I ended up alone a lot, but the workshops were good. Someone puked...image is still etched in my head....EW!

Heart aflutter, dreams in the gutter

I rather like this post title!!! Anyway, today, my #3 looked sooooo cute!!! He wore a grey beret and my heart was flying the entire day. Of course, being me, I spilled water all over my pants at lunch. I had to hurry through the halls so he wouldn't see. We got trapped in boring movie rooms, apart. My dreams in the gutter are these: I failed to talk to #3 and failed, plus, I failed in getting out of my new church retreat. Aaagh!!! A very unsatisfying day

Day Fail!

We didn't make it to four days. Oh well. The rest wasn't bad. My two friends who were in "like" are out of "like" and I'm into "Dang, this guy is stupid."

Another cool day!

This just may be the best week ever. This marks the 3rd day my #3 has talked to me (This time it was about an empty locker) and normally, Day 2's suck. Today's day 2 wasn't half bad!!!

Oh happy day!

Another conversation with me and #3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I am happy!!!!!!!!!!!! My locker is a miracle, it stuffs so much crap without locking itself. Sweet, wonderful locker! Anyway, that's it for now!

Happy day!

I have been feelings happiness, often for no apparent reason throughout the day. I got out of geography bee (phew!!!) and so did my friends. I didn't miss them all, though. MY #3 TALKED TO ME AGAIN!!! No deatails, I gotta keep a low profile!!

Leap Year!

I saw Leap Year, which was predictable, yet great, got a cute new pair of shoes aside from the arriving awesome converse, and cleaned out my closet completly. I had half a garbage bag full of trash and a teeming garbage bag filled with old clothes and things I didn't want. I feel great! Sadly, that feeling will be destroyed at youth group tonight.

Makeups

I got some skin-friendly makeups today. I guess I look good, but I really don't want to brag.

Paramore, Snow day, repeat.

Paramore WON best rock band!!!! V lost best drama to Vampire Diaries. Today, we had a snow day and tommorrow, we do too!!!

Jacket Twins!

My friend and I were jacket twins today, wearing the same Paramore jacket. My crush #3 wore so many weird pairs of lab goggles in various places on his head. :) That's reallly it for the day.

Hair straigtning magic!

I straightened my hair this morning and it looked good. I got compliments!!! My friends, my friends' liker, and maybe my crush #3 thought it looked good. I'm guessing looking down and away means he likes it. He walked by a friend and me a few times today. :D

Shopping for Ugh.

We shopped all day at various boring places.

2009 Reflection.

I had a great 2009. I will make a little list rundown of all the wonderful things that happened this year. (and some bad, too.)

January: I began to like my crush #1, I got my amazing laptop, I lost my private school dorkiness, My friend's birthday slumber party

February: I got my iPod nano speakers, I had my most embarrassing moment, I created the Twilight Blog, I became a Twi-Hard, I went to my first school dance (which sucked)

March: I called my crush #1, I became obsessed with Paramore, which changed my life forever, I joined Facebook, My sole goal in PE was to exchange Flag Tag belts with #1, I became good friends with a friend of mine now.

April: I began attempts to talk to #1, I got Paramore's 1st album. Those talking attempts all blew, My first horse show was a fail.

May: I began working with my mom in a babysitting job, AAAAAGH!!!, My second horse show was great, We got out of school!!!, I became great friends with "Red" as I will call him, I told the truth to a friend and lost her, The small group was created.

June: I went on choir tour, the best memory of my life, Michael Jackson died(so what???), I was introduced to the game Nazi Zombies, I went to Kids On Stage, I passed out for the first time, I gained a crush on "Red", I got my iPod touch!!!!!!!, more awful days of babysitting, crush #1 friended me on Facebook, I was always texting "Red"

July: I was always texting, I began reading Harry Potter, One of my Bff's moved to Alabama, I went to camp YI, the best summer camp ever, Paramore's single came out, Two of my friends began to go out, I started talking to #1 on Facebook,

August: I turned 13, I had the best birthday party of my life, I made the worst mistake of my life so far, I lost "Red" as a friend, I got guitar hero, My 8th grade year began, My two friends broke up.

September: Paramore's 3rd album was released, I started drawing, I started to think my now crush #3 liked me, I started to like my crush #3, I began writing in my novel LSN

October: I went on Merge Fall retreat, I dressed as Alice Cullen for Halloween with my friend, My #3 stopped talking to me on a regular basis, A guy began to like one of my friends, I went to YI's fall reunion, I found that #3 liked a girl, The small group totally blew apart

November: I SAW PARAMORE IN CONCERT!!!!, Grandma died, I saw New Moon at midnight, I burned myself (still have scar), V premiered and also ended, I saw New Moon at midnight, I "started"

December: Mom yanked me out of the church, I got many awesome presents, I did charity work, I went to Breakthru, which was so awesome, I began to really love my iPod, I made big plans for 2010!!!!

Thanks for listening!!!